Nothing seems to be able to excite me much these days. Happiness is transient, so is sadness - things just keep falling back into the "neutral" state. I cant find something I'm really happy or sad about. Things that used to matter dont matter much these days. My memories seem to be fading with time and with each bout of illness i get. Resting and sleeping more than usual seem to dilute memories, emotions and dreams. Desensitized.
With life so transient, there is no one solution to what it throws are u... so once again I'm at lost of what to do. Maybe just take it a day at a time and rough it out in a smooth way? Comatosity behind the art of Zenity perhaps. But i dont think i have another choice... I'm too numb, too weary to do anything else.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Epitome of comatosity and fading memories
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Zen's overrated.
Look forward to AFTER the exam, even though you know chances are, you're not gonna do half the things you said you're gonna do.
Still I reckon that dreams are necessary because they bring us through the rough times.
hey darling, i totally understand what u mean. but nevertheless, it's a phase, and it'll pass, as long as we believe! *hug*
hey min, *hug*. yup! it will come to pass.
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